bad news

Gosh... i received a bad news.....i really cant believe it ...i though i just stop for this level only then continue back on next yr. But 天意弄人!!!!!!!! SSN going to moving to out. He will move to central park and continue study at UTAR. He only can teach on saturday 2-4pm. Arg.....one class only no more class for him....I can't study with him in future .. so pity...Why ?? How come this thing will happen on me?? Haihz... 我和你之间的点点滴滴就这样结束了。。相信时间可以冲淡一切，无论如何我也祝福你一切顺顺利利，平安快乐，有缘一定可以在见。

holiday mood

Just came back frm shanghai one week ago. Every trip tht i going got a lot of happy and unhappy thing happen. But this shanghai trip special abit giv me a lot of happy memories. 1st ,the tour guide said want to date with me. ask me go out drink with him. BUT my mom not allow , my mom said he not a good guy. like " 白分仔" they all called the guy this name. coz he like smoking. Everytime i saw he also smoking. But i dun mind, coz we go to travel  few day only so just let it be. After this few day must come back reality world. i mean have to work. Haha.. And no chance to see each other agn, coz i knw china ppl all very reality. The fellow no reply my msg!!! The last two day of the trip, finally i can drink with him liao. He drink until drunk , and " luan luan jiang hua." Me also drunk but i still can walk and talk. haha...really unforgetable scene.....his drunk face...haha

3 Reasons to Travel While You’re Young

The other night, I had a conversation with a young woman who had a number of decisions ahead of her, one of which was whether she should go to grad school or travel the world.
I told her to travel. Hands down. No excuse. Just go.
She sighed.
“Yeah, but…”

Never were more fatal words spoken.
Yeah, but… what about debt?

Yeah, but… what about my job?

Yeah, but… what about my boyfriend (or dog or car or whatever)?
“Yeah, but…” is pernicious. Because it makes it sound like we have the best of intentions when really we are just too scared to do what we should.
It allows us to be cowards, while sounding noble

Most people I know who waited to travel the world never did. Conversely, plenty of people who waited for grad school or a steady job and traveled still did those things — eventually.


Be careful of the yeah-but. The yeah-but will kill your dreams.
I was so stirred by this conversation that I shared it with a group of about thirty young adults last night, many of which were asking these very questions.
The life you’ve always wanted

When you get older, life seems to just sort of happen to you. Your youth is a time of total empowerment.


You get to do what you want. As you mature and gain new responsibilities, you have to be very intentional about making sure you don’t lose sight of what’s important.


So if you still have a reasonable amount of control over your circumstances, you should do what really matters. Because life won’t always be just about you.


During early adulthood, your worldview is still being formed. It’s important to steward this time — to give yourself opportunities to grow. A good way to do that is to travel.


So, young person, travel.
Travel wide and far.

Travel boldly.

Travel with full abandon.
You will regret few risks you take, when it comes to this. I promise you.
There are three reasons to travel while you’re young:


1. Traveling teaches you to live an adventure

When you look back on your life, you will have moments of which you are proud and maybe a few you regret. It’s likely that the following won’t be on the latter list:
•Bicycled across the Golden Gate Bridge
•Appeared on Italian TV.

•Hiked a Mayan ruin.

•Learned Spanish in three months.

•Toured Europe by train.

They’re not on mine (fun fact: I’ve done all of the above).
What, then, will be?
•Holding back.

•Being afraid.

•Making excuses.

•Not taking more risks.

•Waiting.

While you’re young, you should travel.
You should take the time to see the world and taste the fullness of life. It’s worth whatever investment or money or sacrifice of time required on your part.
It’s not about being a tourist. It’s about experiencing true risk and adventure so you don’t have to live in fear for the rest of your life.


2. Traveling helps you encounter compassion

In your youth, you will make choices that will define you. The disciplines you begin now will be with you for the rest of your life.

Traveling will change you like little else can. It will put you in places that will force you to care for issues that are bigger than you.
If you go to southeast Asia, you may encounter the slave trade. If eastern Europe, you may see the effects of genocide and religious persecution. If Haiti, you’ll witness the the ugly side Western paternalism.

Your heart will break.
You will begin to understand that the world is both a big and small place. You will have a new-found respect for the pain and suffering that over half of the world takes for granted on a daily basis. And you will feel more connected to your fellow human beings in a deep and lasting way.
You will learn to care.
3. Traveling allows you to get some culture

While you’re still young, you should get cultured. Get to know the world and the magnificent people that fill it.

There’s nothing quite like walking alongside the Coliseum or seeing Michelangelo’s David in person. I can describe the city of San Juan and its amazing beaches and historic sites to you, but you really have to see it for yourself to experience it. You can read all the books in the world about the Great Wall of China or The Louvre, but being there is a different story.


The world is a stunning place, full of outstanding works of art. See it
Do this while you’re still young. Do not squander this time. You will never have it again.
You have a crucial opportunity to invest in the next season of your life now. Whatever you sow, you will eventually reap.
Please. For your sake, do this.
You won’t always be young. And life won’t always be just about you. So travel. Experience the world for all it’s worth. Become a person of culture, adventure, and compassion.

“What if I’m not young?”

Travel, anyway. It may not be easy to do, but find a way to get out of your comfort zone. It’s really never too late.
But if you haven’t gotten sucked into the routine of life yet, I implore you — travel. It will never be easier than it is right now for you to do that which really matters.
If you’re young, have you traveled yet? Have you seen what the world has to offer and how it can change you? What’s holding you back?

If you’re older, did you travel when you were young? What regrets do you have?

BY JEFF GOINS.

Awesome article!!!! I love this article so much. Wish i had chance to travel more. :)

Omg.........i make mistake agn on my job. Haihz.....im no heart working at here, tht y always made mistake. Once i come in office , i feel very boring. I dun want to do anything, i just want to relax only. i feel like i go to jail, once come in office, very unhappy and upset. im so sick to see those shit face, tht i dun want to see. Early morning always doing the same thing, kena scold, chasing ppl doing their job......haihz....nothing special at all.  This kind of life really boring.....

awesome dinner with SSN and classmate

27th Aug saturday. Today is my happiest and unforgettable day. Today i got korean language exam. I was so stress and scare coz i cant remember all the vocabulary. I thought i will fail my exam. But i passed it and i get B. Almost same mark with begginer 1. Yeah.....i get 70 plus, really surprise...I cant imagine , i can passd my exam and get B. After class, we all go to karaok at sunway red box. SSN also join us, we all play until very crazy. 1st time i saw SSN singing quite funny. He was abit shy. All of us sing until 8 pm then went to dinner at sunway mentari. We ask SSN order the food, coz he knw which one is the best. We going for korean food . I get an inform frm liying tht SSN didnt continue study. The study fee is damn expensive for foreign student. For malaysian student already cost them rm 20k per semester. He cant afford it so terpaksa give up his studying. I feel so sad to heard tht. Coz both of us also facing the same problem. " NO MONEY" haha...Hope he can find a nice college asap and continue his study. I will always support u SSN. Hmmm... Im still waiting they upload the photo in fb tht we all take at  the restaurant. Whole night i cant feel asleep coz im very happy. I passed my exam and celebrate with my classmate and SSN. 

He block my account. Finally he block my account....This is the 1st time i saw a guy so small gas. Just one word only, he can have so big reaction. Ha..ha... Not only me said he got problem , fish also said he got problem .coz he 过度关心. I dun like those ppl like tht , i also got my own privacy. But he dun understand. nvr mind just let it be...felt a bit sad coz lost a fren.  

Wow ....someone is angry liao...really small gas. I can feel tht he really too much. Everything also want to knw. Who do u think u r???? my bf??? imposibble!!!!!!!!! I dun think i cant accept such small gas guy. Small matter happen then get angry..really cant understand...

Yesterday (14/08/11) i went to hair cut. Im thinking want to do rebonding. Now they got promotion RM 158 free 2 treatment. My classmate said quite cheap. The guy really weird and funny, he said he is my hair style "sifu" . Haha ...when he become my hair style "sifu" me meself also dunno. And i lie to him , i said dun like other ppl wash my hair. coz i try before the gay made me body wet. Haha..dunno he believe or not ...:(:(:(   Btw i ady book for him be mine hair style "sifu" .

Today got one good news and one bad news. Bad news is the replacement class will replace at monday and wednesday WTF.....i think ms yoong want to push me to ms lee class. Tht y always get a change to throw me to other class. Im really unhappy bout they management. Damn teruk..... Good news is today ching han sms to me ask me want to lunch with her or not..haha.... this is 1st time i lunch with her after 6mth studying at there. We not much talking in the class. Although we had our lunch at mcd, i also feel tht im very happy. Mr lee is a funny person. I told him im not coming next week revision class. I ask him do it by today. He really do it by today and said im doing this BECAUSE OF U.....I mean the revision class. Damn happy after heard his said like tht. After the exercise done we start doing oral. I ask him can i skip the oral text?? He reaction is too big and said to me the oral text got 20 marks quite alot . Why u want to skip it.....He also said my grammar is ok but dun want to talk only. He said im very shy....Haha..quite funny.. i langsung dunno what he asking me,how can i answer his question??? Btw im very happy today really hard to explain my feeling rite now, i just want to pass my exam only.

Yeah...she reply my mail. Haha... Susan is reply my mail. Im very happy tht she said she still can remember my face. Wow..really miracle..but dunno true or not,after few years didnt see me still can remember my face..Btw i also very happy tht she accept me as her fren. WTF...The small gas guy really behtahan with him, little thing than angry with me. Some more post to fb said tht im spoiled his mood.WTF....u all can go without me what.. Why always force me do something tht i really dont want to do it. Fren mean just fren pls dun think so much. Dun think im ur girl fren....PLS..................I already told u early tht we need time to knw each other. But i think u nvr listen to me, now thing happen then blame to me. im hav no time playing with u, and i also dun want hurt u.....PLS...leave me alone....At this moment , i just want to put all mine time into study, i dun want think bout love...PLS...dun force me ......

Wow...Really amazing...i like fb so much coz i meet back my ex-trainer in fb.  She is call Susan and I still remember i always called her aunty Susan. Her was very angry with me...haha...She is my 1st trainer in sushi king. I like her so much , coz she very cute and  always like to smile. I never see her muka masam and scold ppl . She help me so much when i worked at sushi king tht time. Im really appreciate it. Now she promote to manager after working at there 10 years. Congraz....Susan!! She still single until now. I really dunno why, bcoz she is so pretty and cheerful ppl. How come no boy fren??? really funny.... :)

This week is the most unhappy week. im facing a lot of problem on working side,  studying side......really cant imagine. My institute suddenly change the time table, and my teacher seem like dun want teach me . she put me to another class without let me knw. im really boh song with her ... even though now im studying with her but i can feel tht she dun like me. whatever homework she give me ask me do it by myself. if got any problem , pls come on monday or wednesday to ask another teacher. i am her student ,why she want to do tht for me?? she cannot teach me meh??? put me to another class and teacher ...im really up sad bout it...working side lagi teruk...whatever shit throw it to me, ask me follow this and settle that ...WTF...u all really "mo yan sing" nvr consider me whether can handle it or not...esp my boss everything also ask me to do, including doing price list...very frank im really disappointed with this company, im want to cabut ke another new field. i must put most effort in my acc. not only pass i must get distinction. I KNOW I CAN DO IT. I want to let u knw "ms yoong" u dun want teach me i also can gt distinction by myself.  One more thing , shld i continue for my korean language??? the syallabus bocome taugh and taugh.....and i hav no time to do revision on it..Oh gosh..next two week is beginner 2 exam, still not yet do revision. Hope can easily pass the exam. I dun want resit agn....After wrote down all my problem , im feeling better now. :)明天会更好！！

Oh Gosh!! Recently many bad thing always happen to me. My father retired liao, no more ext. Everyday stay at home with bad mood. This cannot do tht cannot do. i want freedom...FREEDOM.....

为什么每次不是我的错，我都要被骂？？？？是你叫我放这个价钱，但是顾客打电话给你，你就给他另一个价钱，还要这么便宜，这算什么意思。现在顾客打来给我讲你们到底搞什么鬼，两个人给的价钱为什么不一样。价钱不一样管我什么事呢？？我也是打工的老板讲什么我就照着做，我又不能讲什么。为什么每次都要骂我。。。真的是讨厌。。。还又做RECEIVING的EMAIL都已经SEND了给你，还要讲没有，害我被人骂，这份工作真的做到很委屈，很难做。。。。。。。。我真的不想做了。。。。。。。。

i thought i wanted it so badly,but now dat i had it. i dun think i want it already 这句话现在形容着我的心情。没有时就很想拥有他但是有了就想不要。 以前看到别人有男朋友，自己也很想要。但是现在就不是这么想。其实我们还没有开始的，现在只是朋友吧了，得空就出去。昨天是我们第一次单独去看戏。我觉得和他出去很闷，因为我没有话题跟他讲，他是个大学生而我只是高中六毕业的，不知要讲些什么。他还约我今天去pasar malam但被我拒绝了。 突然我很不想和他讲话和见面。他是我的同事介绍的，还以为他很LENG ZAI. 其实他很普通吧了。可能我要求高吧，我想要个有钱人，格子长得蛮高的，是个大学生。

最近很多东西要烦，很多东西想。如果我是一个有钱人就可以解决这一些不是问题的问题。每天都是为钱烦，工作又烦到要死。每个都很懒惰，懒到我也不会讲。还有一个更糟糕做了两年还是什么都不知道，真惨！！！什么东西都要我做。。。如果给我考到DEGREE ，第一件事我肯定立刻不做这份这么刻薄钱又少的工作。

最近我报读了韩语课程。韩语蛮难学，都已经好几个星期，但还是什么东西都不知道。我很担心五月的考试。如果不及格，我就惨了。。。。真的好担心。。。

macau trip

从MACAU回来已经有三个星期了， 但是我的心情还没平复下来，我很想再去过，因为这个行程真的很赶。虽然只有几天短短的行程，但是我也觉得很开心。我和导游玩的很开心。导游名叫小黄，人很漂亮，28，29 岁，很喜欢说话，很大胆，很会转钱，当然也很爱钱。他和我说了很多关于他的故事，他的家乡在湖南，为了工作，他般去深圳。他是和男朋友住在一起，他男朋友蛮有钱，叫他不要去工作坐在家做少奶奶。他也很孝顺，短短几个月寄了几万零吉回家。他是家里的老二，读最多书也是他，大学毕业。虽然很多人投诉他，说他很贪钱，说他骂顾客骂到很厉害，很现实，很计较。。。。但是我就不同意，他们的说法。可能我太幼稚吧。贪钱有错吗。。。。有谁不喜欢钱，我自己也很喜欢钱。人是自私的，如果不想办法保护自己，吃亏肯定是自己。我就是很好的例子。